IRRITATION x 100

Damn I'm irritated! How can the man I love just piss me off so damn bad sometimes?!? I feel like I wanna just grab his face and twist his little head off sometimes!!! Little shit he does just drives me insane! Somebody help me! I'm not saying he's not a good man - he is - the BEST man I've ever known, he just gets on my damn nerves sometimes.

Yes, sometimes I go shopping & put money on my credit card when I don't have the cash (even when I'm trying to get rid of debt). I am NOT trying to hear about it 3 months later! I NEED a new pretty pair of shoes every once in a while!

Yes, sometimes I don't want to go to the gym after work - even when I ask you to help me & motivate me to go. NO MEANS NO. Especially today. I'm T.I.R.E.D.

Yes, sometimes I tell you about yourself - EVEN IF I do the same shit too. We are not talking about ME right now... we are talking about YOU. If I say stop rolling your eyes at me - because it irritates the life out of me - I am NOT trying to hear you telling me that I do the same to you. It is beside the point.

Yes, sometimes I eat like a cow. I have an appetizer, a full meal then I order dessert. I also know that I complain about my ass and tummy being of equal size. That is for ME to be concerned about... not for you. Please don't interrupt my creme brulee bite. I'm NOT trying to hear it.

Please, oh please don't call me at work to talk shit. You KNOW I can't get loud at work - you KNOW that! And it's just not right! All that bottled up emotion & tension could just explode one day right here at work - then you'd have twice the bills to pay 'cause I'd get fired. Wait for me to get home to pick a fight so I can react properly!

Anyway, thank you for listening. I almost went nuts there. My period ends in 2 days. Maybe I'll feel better then. :)

Peace